No More Tears, Please :)

Huuuft... Gue sudah melupakan mood gue yang tadi ada di postingan gue sebelumnya. 
Sekarang gue lagi dengerin lagunya Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines^^
Lagu lama banget tuh, pas kelas 7 gue punya teman sekelas gue yang emang fans fanatiknya Greyson
Jadi kalau dengerin lagu ini gue ingatnya sama teman gue itu 

Karena gue lagi dengerin lagunya, gue posting bagian lagunya yang gue suka ya hehe. Cuma part yang gue suka aja, bukan semuanya :p


I'm waiting, waiting, just waitingI'm waitingI'm waiting, waiting, just waitingI'm waiting, waiting outside the lines

Nah itu dia part yang gue suka. Cuma bagian itu aja kok  (*^▽^*)
Jadi ceritanya gue nungguin apa atau siapa ya? Haha^^

OK kali ini gue lagi bongkar bongkar diary gue di laptop, jadi sebelum gue hobby bikin postingan kayak gini, gue itu suka banget bikin diary di laptop, gue bikinnya di notepad, dan itu isinya rahasia, cuma orang tertentu yang bisa liat. Bukan tertentu sih, maksud gue cuma sahabat gue doang yang gue kasih liat  ( ゜O ゜) Tapi kali ini gue mau share. Gue gak suka sih kalau terlalu rahasia, tapi juga gak suka terlalu terbuka. Diary ini sih buat orang yang dulu gue suka, waktu gue berusaha move on, gue bikin catatan ini  (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )

Just Check It Out!!

Back with my sadness :(

Now i still thinking about you and me

Now i still feeling sorry

Now i still asking myself about you

Now i still fighting with my heart

Now i still want to seeing your face 

Now i still want to accepting gift from you

Now i still ...

Loving you

Why you?

Why?

Can you answer it?

Why?

I always think "why you?"

I want back to that time

I want back to that time when you said your feeling to me

I want back to that time when i rejected you

I want back to that time when you maded to me

I want back to that time when i lying to you and myself

Do you know?

You succesful make me crying

You succesful make me feeling sorry

You succesful make me thinking about you all day

You succesful make me remember all the time when we are together

You succesful ...

make my heart partial your heart

Can i be your gf? -No-

Can i be your best friend? -No-

Can i be your friend? -No-

Can i be your enemy? -Yes, of course-

Never think about myself and my hurt heart

Forget about it! I already tell you before!

Just go away! 

Never show yourself in front of me!

Just leave me alone!

Let me crying for my hurt heart!

Don't pitying me like that!

Just let me know about your true feeling!

Let me letting you go!

Let me know the fact about you!

Let me hear about all of it from your voice

Please...

Now i ask you! Please...

Gue bikin catatannya sambil nangis nangis tuh, gue masih inget banget. Masih ada di pikiran gue!!

Kenapa gue posting hal itu? Kalian berpikir gue mau bikin jealous seseorang? Salah besar

Gue cuma pingin berbagi kesedihan gue aja, gue gak suka mendam mendam sesuatu, walaupun ini sebenernya udah terlambat. Soalnya udah gak ada artinya lagi.

Sebenarnya sih gue udah nunggu cowok itu dari 1 tahun yang lalu, tapi perasaan gue gak di respon  (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ ) *hiks banget* Gak 1 tahun juga sih sekitar 1,5 tahun. Intinya sebelum gue pacaran! Gue selalu nunggu tuh cowok, tapi gue sama sekali gak di respon, gue malah di bikin jealous, dan gara gara dia bikin gue jealous gue pernah nyaris nangis di depan dia, tapi gue cepet cepet tahan, walaupun sempat netes 1 hehe.

Yaaa, tapi sih gue merasa itu balasan yang setimpal karena dulu gue pernah bikin dia jealous dan tolak dia mentah mentah di depan banyak orang ( My Past ). Jadi kalau gue nunggu dia sampe gue lumutan juga itu bukan salah dia sih ._. Namanya juga dia pasti trauma, takut gue tolak lagi. Tapi gue masih harus bicara dan menagih sesuatu sama dia. Dia pernah janji mau kasih gue cokelat pas ultah gue, tapi cokelatnya belum dia kasih -_- Jadi gue masih harus tagih cokelatnya haha^^ 

I'm waiting for 1,5 years, but you never respond me, and it makes me crying. I'm crying because i see you with another girl, and it so hurt. I don't like waiting so long with my tears. 

I hope my bf can always make me smile but i think, you are same with him. Just wanna see my tears. 

I hate when someone make me cry (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡ )